Thursday, 7 May 2015

Distractions

'Its all too easy....you can do it'
Not always but 99.9% of times this sentence changes into 'only you can do it'
And then the hope just starts to suck the life out of you and you do nothing but think about oh how the fuck do i do it how how.......
The answer is that you can do it only if you want to n trust me there is no shortcut to what you want.
It's not like you adjust to it n then u adapt your mind into thinking that this is what you want. Coz that's so doesn't happen. What you want always creeps up later n then you have those utterly dramatic epiphanies n realise what u want. Except nothing extraordinary happened it's just that a string inside broke n u stopped working like a perfectly oiled machine. That's called madness....trust me u tell anyone this shit theyll just say you are too young to think like this r u mad or these are just distractions n focus on what u need to do instead of thinking these things. N these conversations usually end up with them shitting ur best friends sayingg that they put these "thoughts" in ur mind. This is basically how what you want becomes a distraction taking you towards an implied doom which is unavoidable. N will ultimately lead to your death ot anything else but this. Remember. 

Sunday, 2 December 2012

A Private Affair

The cause of this ironic title is about everything that happened yesterday! A lot happened where i discovered that my feelings for someone were so full of hatred that I WAS SHOCKED! 'Why' is a good question.

Monday, 26 November 2012

Awkward!

A show that best describes the teenage dilemmas is this. According to me it beats every other show about teenage problems. Jenna Hamilton made a mistake by choosing Matty. Maybe it was some "sex drive" that made her choose him! Matty was her Ben!! Not her dad. However what AWKWARD showcases wrongly is that every person needs to have a boyfriend or a relationship of some kind! And i wonder why that is important! School life is something that we have to enjoy the way we want.....so why was T all depressed if no one wanted to "dry hump" her? Is not being a virgin so necessary?

Saturday, 17 November 2012

Things that must not be said

Running through the forest she found something that reminded her of him. However, she paid no attention to the golden lily and ran into the wilderness. She was running not to escape from her captors, she knew they had lost her trail, but she was running to escape herself! To escape the monster that dwelled inside her and threatened to consume her. She was looking for refuge somewhere around herself because she was confused and wanted peace that she knew would come only after she cried. But then she wondered why should she cry, for mistakes she hadn't done? She also wondered why it was a mistake to unleash the inner self! Why was it supposed to be an animal? And even if it was animals too don't attack unnecessarily.