'Its all too easy....you can do it'
Not always but 99.9% of times this sentence changes into 'only you can do it'
And then the hope just starts to suck the life out of you and you do nothing but think about oh how the fuck do i do it how how.......
The answer is that you can do it only if you want to n trust me there is no shortcut to what you want.
It's not like you adjust to it n then u adapt your mind into thinking that this is what you want. Coz that's so doesn't happen. What you want always creeps up later n then you have those utterly dramatic epiphanies n realise what u want. Except nothing extraordinary happened it's just that a string inside broke n u stopped working like a perfectly oiled machine. That's called madness....trust me u tell anyone this shit theyll just say you are too young to think like this r u mad or these are just distractions n focus on what u need to do instead of thinking these things. N these conversations usually end up with them shitting ur best friends sayingg that they put these "thoughts" in ur mind. This is basically how what you want becomes a distraction taking you towards an implied doom which is unavoidable. N will ultimately lead to your death ot anything else but this. Remember.
Not always but 99.9% of times this sentence changes into 'only you can do it'
And then the hope just starts to suck the life out of you and you do nothing but think about oh how the fuck do i do it how how.......
The answer is that you can do it only if you want to n trust me there is no shortcut to what you want.
It's not like you adjust to it n then u adapt your mind into thinking that this is what you want. Coz that's so doesn't happen. What you want always creeps up later n then you have those utterly dramatic epiphanies n realise what u want. Except nothing extraordinary happened it's just that a string inside broke n u stopped working like a perfectly oiled machine. That's called madness....trust me u tell anyone this shit theyll just say you are too young to think like this r u mad or these are just distractions n focus on what u need to do instead of thinking these things. N these conversations usually end up with them shitting ur best friends sayingg that they put these "thoughts" in ur mind. This is basically how what you want becomes a distraction taking you towards an implied doom which is unavoidable. N will ultimately lead to your death ot anything else but this. Remember.